This was supposed to be the easy part...
but breaking down is what I found
hard now
I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in,
inside I feel
like screaming.
these people all claim they know me well,yet no one can
see through my crumbling shell.
They leave me to deal with this agony alone.ive hidden behind these lies
most of my life,
i've managed to do this for so long I've forgot what it
feels like to be understood and appreciated.
Watching as my tears and
pain leaks away,
It helps to remind life's struggles and horrors that
I've faced.
I keep my head and eyes down to cover my hurt and shame.
For approaching souls in my life, I warn them of the things they may
face.
I guess I'll just live with being different
its just all too late
to change no one has to know of my story.
The real me inside, which no
one can see.
I cant fool myself but i can fool everyone else.
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