Questioning Your Thoughts
~By Natalia G
I want to understand you
Because even though you killed me
I still feel sorry for you
Did someone hurt you the way you hurt me?
Please give me some justification for your actions!
Help me understand you
To end a child's life before it begins
Isn't that Murder 2?
Well it would be
But you're a free man
And I'm just old news
It's crazy how life works out.
I wonder sometimes…
Did this happen to you?
To have your thoughts and actions controlled
With the scars and screams of a distant memory
The past gnawing away at ones being
Like a leech who found a new source of blood
Are you drained too?
Scared, hopeless, fragile, weak…
Afraid to be seen because the past's stench reeks
Lay awake at night tossing and turning
Screaming into your pillow
Hoping that if you're loud enough
You'll forget that horrid event.
Feeling worthless because you were unable to defend yourself when it mattered most!
I would love to know!
"What's it to you?" you asked me.
See, I only question you because
I read somewhere that most abusers were once
Abused.
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